In the midst of it.

Have you ever experienced being in this world and yet not of it? Have you ever not just seen hurt but been hurt, deeply...humiliated to a point of no return and yet were still able to remove yourself enough to understand just how complex this world is and that regardless of the pain you feel, you’re not alone it in?

I wish I could say I didn’t understand why it happens, but I can’t. Once you have experienced the rooftop view, you can't go back. It creates an ambivalence that has a force able tear the heart and mind to shreds. Yet, you must forgive, and move on. No matter the depth of the hurt and the sting of the pain. You must move on.